Tuesday, May 17, 2005

death

Death does intrigue me.In some ways it more often than not facinates me.It seems that I always ruffle some feathers and some souls by the often repeated theme on death.I am not obsessed with it.I am curious.The visions,and sometimes the voices which beckons to the other side are always beautiful and alluring.At times like these i wish that my life should flash before my eyes.It does not.And i'm glad.The soft cushion of darkness which can take me from the eye-blinding light of the living world and the sleep might not be without dreams.The two forms of destruction are similar in a way.Self destruction is easier rather than killing the whole world.I don't even find a purpose in hating everyone now.It's reduced to a dull indifference.Amusement is gone now too.So in a way,I laugh a fake laugh at myself now.Now I really didn't want to write on this topic..not because Sabycreep and people like him would judge me as 'morbid',but I really wanted to drape the reality in some kinda sarcasm.I tried and failed.So i give it as it is.I could have let it go,but then it would defeat the purpose.Do comment so that i can stir up a bit.Take my bait and be fooled.I'd amuse myself at your expence.

16 comments:

De.vile said...

Maybe tis like the Baudelaire said. The curtains more alluring than what lies underneath. Its human to be intrigued and to be curious.

Anonymous said...

ashesss darling

firacub said...

Why is everyone posting Death these days or are we being hit by the same syndrome.... :)

No one knows whats in store for us after death. Slept many a hollow night. No dreams no nightmares. Yet the question still stands. And self destruction is far more easy than destrying this world, I agree with you on that.

To make others laugh, I laugh on myself. Make a fool of myself so as to amuse the others whom I call my friends.


Peace,
Firacub.

Jim said...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ..

Jim said...

heyy ashes
where u been ?
whom u been seeing lately?


we missed u at de viles place

{illyria} said...

there i commented.

are you amusing yourself at my expense? =)

sandeip said...

wonders if he shall bite.....

i shall have to get back on it but i will make sure i do...

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Ashes said...

de.vile---yeah,maybe the curtain is more alluring.but what lies beneath is sure to be something 'out of the world'(never mind the pun.

anonymous@09:01---darling?? did i lay you?

firacub---always
admired your positivity amidst the cynicism of our times.

Sabycreep--nah rest assured i wasn't seeing anyone else.was pondering over nothing.and yeah don't get fresh with my girl.if i hear from her ever again that you trying to be funny..you'd be squashed.

transience--umm..heard that Nirvana song'smells like teen spirit' which hs the line 'here we are now.entertain us.did you see the pun there.I intended the same.

word_smith--nah,i'd rather not bite.my bark amuses me more.and i'm too tired to bite really.

anonymous@04:42--no adverts here.

Keshi said...

in death lies my peace...thats what I always thought about death...there must be a good reason why we say the dead are resting in peace :)

when all pleasant and painful thoughts stop haunting ur mind, when all sweet and harsh words stop reaching ur ears and when you close you eyes forever what peace there must be...

Keshi.

Jim said...

Ashes,
i really am concerned for yr mental health

ru seeing tings normal ppl dont see?
like for instance .....
Oh, never mind i guess uno wat i was getting at ....


on a serious note,
ru having probs wid yr dad?
have u lost yr job?
lost yr money?
lost yr wits?

log on to SEX COUNSELLOR if it has anyting to do wid the size of yr deek

most guys have dis prob

Ashes said...

keshi--yeah,very true.But what if it's not THE END.Thats the only thing i fear.

Sabycreep--my mental health is static.There are swings but mostly it's static.And yeah i do see things which 'normal' ppl don't see.but that's nothing to worry.It's a byproduct of my acid-days.
I have no probs with my dad.
i never had a job.I was a musician and i quit that sometime back.money..well..i get money from my folks in Aus.I don't touch most of it.I never had much wits.
My dick size never troubled me.And as long as chicks are happy with it,who would worry.

and oh btw Saby..you disgust me sometimes.

Keshi said...

lol ash good answer to Saby's disgusting comment...Saby wud u just NOT question Ash's personal life?? That is basically none of ur business, isnt it? This is his blog so let him post what he likes...simple as that, n if u dun wanna comment keep quiet than dusgusting people - why do u get so annoyed Saby??

And about death Ash...well no one knows whats after it but no one can avoid it either...so whether we fear it or not, we must endure it...but atleast its the end of whatever (mis)fortunes we may face in this life :)

Keshi.

sandeip said...

death-it is worth dying

sandeip said...

sounds stupid;doesnt it;thats all i can think about death---it would be nice in a sort;but when i want it to come;it refuses to....

Melaina RN, PHN, MS, CNS, ACHPN said...

Interesting train of thought on one of my personal passions - be it one you may or may not be amused by.