This is something which i wrote when I didn't take my meds for a day.It makes no real sense and my writing was all scribbly.I am at horrors at the dependence we have on medicines.Sometimes it seems easy to throw the towel.But oh well,just another med and I'm okay.
and why should I even care?
The whole ridiculous motion of universe has its own trajectory.Motionless are the drops in the crystal glass of lifetime.Why do I let these teardrops collect?Maybe blooddrops.And the scars of a sharp pain remain.It's a disgust to contemplate the banal motion of universe,but it's less boring than feeling the weight of one's eyelids and wondering why a skin tissue might someday feel so heavy.A cotton-soggy heaviness.A wet heaviness.
but why should I care?
57 comments:
Addiction is bad. Any kind.
even an addiction to life?
yeah, it causes misery. And so does addiction to bjork and assorted.
de.vile--addiction,I guess you got it wrong.What I meant was 'dependence'.Something you don't like and want to get out of,and still can't because ..you are dependent.
transience--addiction to life is beautiful.But it's something one aspires for and strives for and yet only a lucky few get it.
de.vile--*shakes head*,now Bjork is never an addiction.She's just an artist who thinks she's mad.
To ashikins: Yes, just like agreement is not saying 'yes, that is/could be/ on those lines' but accepting it. :P
Transiences got bjork madness, time someone named it something.
yeah ash dependance might b wrong,but it gives us solace..mayb only temporary..but happiness,satisfaction even fr a second can last us fr long..
i miss u alot..every time i cm here i feel such heaviness in my heart..
i always treated u like a kiddoo,fighting with all 2 protect u,frm any kinda nasty comment even cming ur way,but thinking of u there in tht GOD damn place,,simply gimme chills..cm bak soon.
miss u.
ashes and devile talk in cryptic language
.
heyyy ashes
i just dropped by to tell u
dat u are an idiot
de.vile--*shakes head*,now Bjork is never an addiction.
i tinks ashes was a cow in his past life
bingoooooooo!
ashes is an idiot
cows moo
ashes howled
got his arse kicked by the cows
and was there blood?
because ashes loves blood
cow blood
ashes tried to do a painting with cow blood
but the sun shone
ashes howled
AGAIN!
the cows then dropped off ashes at the nearest rehab center.
ashes is now healed
he moos along with the cows
:)
de vile is a scare crow
yahahahaha
saby and gomey are the farmers
keshi is an animal
sebia is a princess from mills and boons who tinks one day a beautiful prince will come and take her awayyyyyyyyy
and dat prince is saby
bhaalu is sebias dad
fairy is sebia's mummy
who reads Quran n buddha while grazing the cows and ashesssss
keshi is the family pet
wordsmith is the school boy
no wordsmith is the sucidial manical boyfriend who stalks sebia
he also carries booze to skool
he uses whisky ki bottle as a compass box ..pencils and eraser in it haaa
he sees 4 sebias dancing around his head
ashes yesterday
had blood
in his stool
and
he was happy
that his stool has blood
.
we need TOM cat here
.
Ashes
we all need our daily fixes to make it through to face the next day
i too depended upon meds
then i substituted wid Jesus and Sex
.and castrating annony mouses
the austrayalayan is also my fix
i am fixed on her
i gotta tease her evry day
used to be Sebia, a long time ago
i hate my self for dis pal
but i am getting fixated on the De Vile too
sorry sweet Jesus
i heard
if u want to have tea
u dont need a table top to rest yr cup, if ur wid DeVile or Jen Lo
it's so easy to fall in love
.
Self-help must precede help from others. Even for making certain of help from heaven, one has to help oneself.
-Morarji Ranchhodji Desai (1896-1995), Prime Minister of India
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Ashes
grab a chair and a bite to eat
dont want u dying of starvation
while i lecture u
the pond is limited in its boundaries
but the river is rejunevated evry day wid the high tide
u need to move out from dis pond Ashes
visit others in bloggland
but do it wid an open mind
try to see the world through their eyes
u need empathy for dis
young man, it took me 55 years to get it
Now, i love evry body
u can do it too
de.vile--*smiles*,you are clever.
and transience ism't Bjork type.,I for one don't like Bjork and transience is cool.
Sebia--ah! i like being missed in the sane world.The place isn't that God damned.They are trying to help.But yeah,I know I am not as mad as the people they have holed up here.Some are suicidal and some rave and rant too much.I am used to them now,though.I'll get out..soon.
to the anonymous cow lovers--maybe you guys need to check yerselves into a rehab too.Sometimes acid does that on the psyche.Maybe you guys are tooo fixated on yer mothers breasts..cows adders..got the image.Now all ye lowlife perverts,get yer quota of milking/sucking done and come back to Ashes..whos gonna teach you how the color of blood looks like.
Saby-- I see others with an open mind and the hidden vibes of falsehood make me sick.I know I can't ever 'love' you guys as you are.I try to tolerate ya'll,but then I break down easily.I can prevent myself from vomit seeing a squashed caterpillar,squased spirit however is too much for me.
Dont worry
Be happy
and u will have No chinta too
Addiction is bad
Eating too much is bad
making out wid friendz is bad
painting the town red is not good
eating wid yr fingers is not done
For God's sake
wat is good?
ashes take ur meds today
or mouses will attack u
and suck ur blood dry
den u vil have no more blood
left for ur painting
angry_mouse
http://see-downloadable-bingo.blogspot.com/
Love and Sex
can cure all ills
Save Me by Shinedown
I got a candle
And I've got a spoon
I live in a hallway with no doors
And no rooms
Under a windowsill
They all were found
A touch of concrete within the doorway
Without a sound
Someone wave me if you will
And take me away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From the blasphemy in my wasteland
How did I get here
And what went wrong
Couldn't handle forgiveness
Now I'm far beyond gone
I can hardly remember
The look of my own eyes
How can I love this life so dishonest
It made me compromise
Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From the blasphemy of my wasteland
Jump in the wateer
Jump in with me
Jump on the alter
Lay down with me
The hardest question to answer
Is why
Why
Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From the plasphemy in my wasteland
Someone save me
Someone save me
Someone save me
Somebody save me
Please don't erace me
~Wish Someone Would Kill Me~
Relax Ashes
i heard your cries for help
u just took the first step
by calling out for help
i been waiting for u to call me
and u did
i am wid u
togehter we will overcome
, - GOD,
Yes ASHES
it really is me
wat u expected lightning and thunder for sound effects?
and a burning BUSH ??
if u like to no
the ass BUSH is burning
He says 'God told him to attack Iran and Syria'
the sonovabitch blasphemes
he gonna pay
, - GOD,
for God's sake
hang on in there Ashes
we love ya
i speak for SEBIA too
she loves me too
http://imnutsincaps.blogspot.com/2005/10/from-despair-to-hope-and-love.html
ashes saala dimag ko shot deta hai
jhonny b good--you're no good.
angry_mouse--shut up and die.
anonymous/God--want me to break you neck?
Saby--*smiles*,speak for your own stupid self,mate.
anonymous with the cryptic language--duh!
ashes Ino u are so obsessed wid death.I feel u are fake juss like u say dat u feel BLAH N SHIT IS FAKE.so easy to take u serious BLAH BLAAH YADA YADAA DAT U ARE IN REHAB.SOO DRAMATIZED N MADE BEGGG.SENSATIONALIZEDD AAAAAAA.
so u shut up and diee.ino dat u already is nott alive so die as a ghost too or whosover u are gotchoi?
haha,angry_mouse NOW you are angry.
And like fuck I'm dead.I'm more alive than all you zombies can ever realise.
so pipe down,east shit and as I already said DIE.hehe
thanking yous.
heyyy asheesssss they let u out for a smoke break from ur prison cell? oooops I mean "rehab center"
hee hee
Prison Warden to Ashes: Ashes! u maniac! ur smoke break is over. Get back into ur cell before I divide ur butt into 3 parts.
Ashes to Warden: Fuck u!
Warden to Ashes: Come right over, hunney.
Ashes to Warden: Mommmmmmmmyyy! helpppp meeeeeeeeeeeeee
heheheheheehhe
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